Stupid.

Steamboat, everyone happy. Things changed fast, alcohol drinks, all drink like madness. Think abnormally, cry. Think the past. What the hell, things passed still recalled it. Suffer yourself.

Cry , cry, cry. Why don't just think easily, if it is yours then it is, if not then not. Think rasionally. And some crazy plus childish attitude. How old are you. Please wake up.

Maybe you don't like what i post here. But this is who i am.

The old don't go, the new won't come.

Gossip.

Nothing much to say today. Gossip, everywhere are gossip. Went yumcha, gossip. I likes gossip, but gossip, after hear than forget it. Don't ever judge it. Why be so '' gepo '' and judge?

Gossip, their live, their problems, we should not care it too much. Don't be so sensitive. What they want to do is their problem, we have no power to correct them.

Don' think too much.

Reality.

Sometimes i wonder, why some people can earn so much money, but some not? Yes, all also work hard. But the result just different. This is the reality. Money, is it such important? Yes. We may suffer , if lack of money. But the problem is not everybody are rich. I saw, heard, many rich guy, work easily, earned lots of money. But why some just work hard, earned not much. I really scared, if no business, how my life will be going on? All will change.

I am not from rich family, just a normal family. My father work hard. So, i should not waste money. But, sometimes just can't defend myself from lure. Sometimes is okey, not always.

People ask me, why you still don't have girlfriend? I answered, i have no the ability to take care myself, how can i take care another person? Just suffer, isn't?

Well, i always think, don't worry, be happy. Money is not the most important. The most important is happiness. Happiness is the best. Money can't buy it. Besides, health. Both are the most important things we should have in our life. Money is not everything.

I wish all my friends, happy always, and healthy.

Old Town.

Old town. A new coffee shop in temerloh. Went there, with Long and Yin. The food still the same. I mean coffee. Just a place to yumcha, and chat. Both of them study in matrikulasi penang. When they talk, sometimes i don't know what they mean at all. Not same study place, is like that. At least, i can absorb a bit. Their life, study, maybe a bit diferent from me.

Long, still the same, so many things to talk. Looks still same. But quite tall already.
Yin, many said she getting fatter. Perhaps. Fatter than usual. Not very fat, means not like last time so thin already.

I getting sad, why am i still so thin.

Holidays.

Back from raub. Thought got go out with friends. But no. Most of them no car at that time. Same to me. Bore. Can't go out.

Online. Lincoln nudge me, telling me that he is now studying physic to prepare for supplementary test. Oh my god, why he telling me this? I became worried. My midterm did bad, final no need to say anything, too hard. Suddenly telling me about this, worry. I did not have any printed note accept the note that save in computer. Hope i can pass the test. I don't want to take sup. or re-take.

My roomate and housemate will visit me soon, then we will go to penang. When? I can't wait fot it.

Please don't worry about the test, enjoy your holidays! I keep telling myself.

Raub.

Went Raub a day after back from melaka. Raub, a small town. Can do nothing there. Just rest there.

A mmu friend is from there, who called Xiao Fei. Contact her when i arrived raub. Whether got time to find her or not. But raub is just too small. We end up to met up when taking dinner. I did not realised her, but she saw me. She sms me, asking me about it. Yes, she was there. Can't see her properly, her side there was just too dark. Nice to meet her, again. Althought not even a '' hello ''. Too far away, too many people there.

Contact an old friend there. Long time no see her. Decided to invite her for a drink when i am coming back. Luckily can contact her, too boring there.

Shit, result will be out soon.

Home Finally.

Worried can't back to home today. Mr. Naga, the taxi driver that we had booked at 2:15pm, suddenly said change to 2:30pm. We scared we can't make it in time as our bus depart at 3pm. So we decided to take taxi infront of MMU.

Oh no, no any taxi there. Shit. Luckily we have some taxi driver number and we called it. Damn, all drivers were far far away. How? Tried to called Melaka friends for help. Sigh, no one was answering the call. Derick, did not answer the call until i realised that he was in camping. Isaac, did the same, not answering the phone. He dropped his handphone in his room and not noticed any call. Pity us.

May called her boyfriend, Kelvin for help. He has a taxi driver that owed him money as a result of borrowing his money to refuel petrol. Then the taxi driver '' fly '' from Melaka Central to MMU main gate to fetch us.

The funny thing was the driver seems more worrier than us. He keep hon the car that drove slow and finally we reached Melaka Central in time. Thanks the driver. He charge RM20, because he came from Melaka Central to fetch us. But it was worth.


Yes, i reached home already. Managed to go out with old friends. Luckily they are going back tomorrow so that i met them today. Still the same attitude. Haha.. Went to Old Town cafe shop, full of people. Went to Mentakab, rest house, closed. Finally went to Poh Lin Park. Have supper there. After finished, went to riverside. Don't know do what there. But on the way back to Temerloh, Chin and Long, mad already. They competed whose car go slower. Of course Long won because he is at the left lane while Chin at the opposite lane. Sweat.

Well, a day had over.