Stupid.

Steamboat, everyone happy. Things changed fast, alcohol drinks, all drink like madness. Think abnormally, cry. Think the past. What the hell, things passed still recalled it. Suffer yourself.

Cry , cry, cry. Why don't just think easily, if it is yours then it is, if not then not. Think rasionally. And some crazy plus childish attitude. How old are you. Please wake up.

Maybe you don't like what i post here. But this is who i am.

The old don't go, the new won't come.

Gossip.

Nothing much to say today. Gossip, everywhere are gossip. Went yumcha, gossip. I likes gossip, but gossip, after hear than forget it. Don't ever judge it. Why be so '' gepo '' and judge?

Gossip, their live, their problems, we should not care it too much. Don't be so sensitive. What they want to do is their problem, we have no power to correct them.

Don' think too much.

Reality.

Sometimes i wonder, why some people can earn so much money, but some not? Yes, all also work hard. But the result just different. This is the reality. Money, is it such important? Yes. We may suffer , if lack of money. But the problem is not everybody are rich. I saw, heard, many rich guy, work easily, earned lots of money. But why some just work hard, earned not much. I really scared, if no business, how my life will be going on? All will change.

I am not from rich family, just a normal family. My father work hard. So, i should not waste money. But, sometimes just can't defend myself from lure. Sometimes is okey, not always.

People ask me, why you still don't have girlfriend? I answered, i have no the ability to take care myself, how can i take care another person? Just suffer, isn't?

Well, i always think, don't worry, be happy. Money is not the most important. The most important is happiness. Happiness is the best. Money can't buy it. Besides, health. Both are the most important things we should have in our life. Money is not everything.

I wish all my friends, happy always, and healthy.

Old Town.

Old town. A new coffee shop in temerloh. Went there, with Long and Yin. The food still the same. I mean coffee. Just a place to yumcha, and chat. Both of them study in matrikulasi penang. When they talk, sometimes i don't know what they mean at all. Not same study place, is like that. At least, i can absorb a bit. Their life, study, maybe a bit diferent from me.

Long, still the same, so many things to talk. Looks still same. But quite tall already.
Yin, many said she getting fatter. Perhaps. Fatter than usual. Not very fat, means not like last time so thin already.

I getting sad, why am i still so thin.

Holidays.

Back from raub. Thought got go out with friends. But no. Most of them no car at that time. Same to me. Bore. Can't go out.

Online. Lincoln nudge me, telling me that he is now studying physic to prepare for supplementary test. Oh my god, why he telling me this? I became worried. My midterm did bad, final no need to say anything, too hard. Suddenly telling me about this, worry. I did not have any printed note accept the note that save in computer. Hope i can pass the test. I don't want to take sup. or re-take.

My roomate and housemate will visit me soon, then we will go to penang. When? I can't wait fot it.

Please don't worry about the test, enjoy your holidays! I keep telling myself.

Raub.

Went Raub a day after back from melaka. Raub, a small town. Can do nothing there. Just rest there.

A mmu friend is from there, who called Xiao Fei. Contact her when i arrived raub. Whether got time to find her or not. But raub is just too small. We end up to met up when taking dinner. I did not realised her, but she saw me. She sms me, asking me about it. Yes, she was there. Can't see her properly, her side there was just too dark. Nice to meet her, again. Althought not even a '' hello ''. Too far away, too many people there.

Contact an old friend there. Long time no see her. Decided to invite her for a drink when i am coming back. Luckily can contact her, too boring there.

Shit, result will be out soon.

Home Finally.

Worried can't back to home today. Mr. Naga, the taxi driver that we had booked at 2:15pm, suddenly said change to 2:30pm. We scared we can't make it in time as our bus depart at 3pm. So we decided to take taxi infront of MMU.

Oh no, no any taxi there. Shit. Luckily we have some taxi driver number and we called it. Damn, all drivers were far far away. How? Tried to called Melaka friends for help. Sigh, no one was answering the call. Derick, did not answer the call until i realised that he was in camping. Isaac, did the same, not answering the phone. He dropped his handphone in his room and not noticed any call. Pity us.

May called her boyfriend, Kelvin for help. He has a taxi driver that owed him money as a result of borrowing his money to refuel petrol. Then the taxi driver '' fly '' from Melaka Central to MMU main gate to fetch us.

The funny thing was the driver seems more worrier than us. He keep hon the car that drove slow and finally we reached Melaka Central in time. Thanks the driver. He charge RM20, because he came from Melaka Central to fetch us. But it was worth.


Yes, i reached home already. Managed to go out with old friends. Luckily they are going back tomorrow so that i met them today. Still the same attitude. Haha.. Went to Old Town cafe shop, full of people. Went to Mentakab, rest house, closed. Finally went to Poh Lin Park. Have supper there. After finished, went to riverside. Don't know do what there. But on the way back to Temerloh, Chin and Long, mad already. They competed whose car go slower. Of course Long won because he is at the left lane while Chin at the opposite lane. Sweat.

Well, a day had over.

Last Night.

Today is the last night i stay in ixora for the first semester. All my housemate had went back to their home, just me alone now. Went to jusco. My friend, Chen and San, Kelvin and May, dating there. I felt that i became very '' light '' , hence i just walk alone. Actually quite boring. But better then doing nothing in ixora.

At midnight, went to supper with San and May. San told us a cold joke. I don'y know how to describe here. You can ask her if you want. She is from ixora, 1205.

May cooked after back from supper. Fried rice. I have some from them. Not bad. Taste good. Thanks May, and San for taking down the food.

What Can I Do?

My holidays in Melaka, not yet going back to home. Really bore. Managed to visit MP, DP, and jongker, again. The things still the same. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrghhhhhhhhh..... What can i do! My housemate is going back to his hometown soon, worst, leave me alone in house. Ixora is getting quiet and silent. Just the guard, yes, just the guard who can acompany me.

Online, eat, sleep, are what can i do here. What else? Going out? Don't know want to go where.

What can i do?

Beware of number 3.

The car that rented by Chen and others, appeared to be low battery. Car can't be started. Need to push the car to start it. Luckily the owner, a pak cik came and help us.

When you all decide to rent a car, make sure that you guyz did not rent from the malay that live in MMU, third house. Why? Their attitude spoilt them. It is stil okey for the pak cik, but his wife, mak cik 's attitude is terrible. Suckz. She seems like a racist. The way she talk to you is shit. Looks like don't want do our business. Lazy big pig.

Just beware, third house.

Good luck.

Play Station 3.

Wah! Saw the title? i got it already! Haha... Actually i mean i go to the Station 3 in melaka. First time go there. So a bit fresh. It is a disko and karaok place. Go there at 8pm, come back on 4am. Too early right. This is because some of those members will go to Genting. So, all of us came back earlier.

Station 3 this place, not very big, but got some unique statues at outside. We all go there to sing. Then, after a few hours, we went to the disko side. But, the customers were too few. Thus, felt weird to have a dance there. Just too weird as too few people there. Plus i don't know how to dance! :P

After finish sing, we went to supper. But was dinner for some of us because we not yet take our dinner. We took dinner + supper ( ds ) at a midnight coffee shop. A very small slot shop. Had bake bread, egg, and coffee. Many customers there.

After the '' ds '', some of us went back ixora, some back to their hostel, and some went to a cybercafe under ixora. My classmate, Ken was here, He will stay in my house. He will go back to his house after a few more hours. Well, hanging in front of my computer again. Wonder when will my housemate, Chen will back so i can go out with them. They had rent a car and went outside play at that time i depart to Station 3. But they hang at a beach at klebang for a fw hours. Not boring ? For me, a few hours at beach will be boring. Not for them as they were going there to date. Hope they come back faster and bring me go outside.

Holidays .... can kill me. If not have any activities. Too bore. Dear activities, please come and find me.

Finish exam doesn't mean relief.

My first semester final exam is finally over. But i not relief at all. Because the result is coming out soon. Compare to exam, i more worry about the result. Will it be a flying colour result? I hope so. No fail please.

After finishing my final exam, i have to spend a few days in Melaka beacause i only managed to buy the bus ticket back to Temerloh which is at 14th of october. What can i do i n this few days? The boringness will make me suffer.

HELP !!!!!!!!!!

Hope a lot of activities are coming soon!

Happy Birthday Ken, Chen.

At here i want to wish '' HAPPY BIRTHDAY '' to my two freinds. One is my classmate, Ken, and my housemate, Chen. Well, we have steamboat at ixora's study area. Of course Ken and Chen is there for the steamboat. But, honestly, the food i think got bit '' Chou Suan ''. Dear 12th floor, don't scold me ya, haha..

Ken received a '' Candy '' as his present. Do you know what it is? Is a zero zero three.
Chen received a box. At first, he thought is a underway. But later only he realised that it is a special underway. Funny underway. Elephant! Wow.....Haha...

Well, physic is the last paper for examination. Honestly, i don't really have the mood to revise because just keep thinking on holidays. Saw many people went back to home, have fun and relaxing. The feeling is very bad.

Good luck to all students who have exam on wednesday!

Rumour?

Today nothing special happen until i came back from supper. My classmate, Derick sent a link to me via msn. And mentioned ''urgent'' . Then i went through it. It is my coursemate's blog. And the post, surprised me. It is talking about the lecturer in MMU. But i don't know whether the content can be trusted or not. Then i send the link to some of my friend and ask about their comment because the thing is really serious if it is true. And i can't mention it here for now, until the truth come out.

Well, of course i hope the news is just a rumour. This is not the thing i should pay attention at this moment, but the next exam, physic.

'' Incredible '' Magic.

Dear all, you all can try to search '' ixora0501'' in youtube, a several show will appear. Watch it out! ^^

Free drop comment here too.

Thanks!

Singing concert.

As usual we had our dinner. But today eat KFC. Long time no eat already. The taste still the same. Haha. What i expect? Well, eat until very full. But no mood study for the last subject also.

Later on, all study until pek cek (actually is play games until pek cek.) Then we a few of us decided to sing at balcony. Sing old chinese song in Malay version. The title are:

i) Mountain Song
ii) Tian Mi Mi

The lyrics for Mountain Song:

Eh~~Eh~~~~~~~ Ujian-ujian macam hujan~~~
Eh~Eh~O~Eh~~~Sudah ujian masuk cuti~~~ (masuk cuti)
Ada tiga minggu cuti untuk kita balik kampung~~~


The lyric for Tian Mi Mi

Di mana~
Di mana jumpamu~
Macam bunga di tepi awak~
Saya masih tak ingat~(Ah~Di mimpi~)
Senyum awak memang macam madu~
Senyum awak memang macam madu~
Awak~
awak~
Dalam mimpi itu awak~


Two person in charge to sing, while another as ""pei ying''. Whose that? The two persons are Chen and kimirockz. While ''pei ying'' is uncle. Stress release? Then, something had happen.

Our ''singing concert'' , made the girls's block, fourth and seventh floor' girl ''bu shuang''. Wow, they directly called our house, and said:

Girls: Are you guys making noise?
Us : What?
Girls: Do you know that you guys very noisy? We stil need exam tomorrow!

Line close angrily by them.

Wah, get scold already. But this just made us felt happy!

Night of fire.

Oh my godness. What i have done. I really don't know the chat box which i put in earlier today, came out with a burst. I knew that the earlier stage is still okey. But later on, just because of a comment, things are getting complicated.

Yea, maybe what kenovan said is correct. Maybe his talking way is too direct, and not everyone can accept it. I admit it. I think that we really need to discuss about it. To find out what things are going wrong. And try the best to correct it. But of course we need to discuss it in warm way, not burst. But will it success? I don't know. I really don't know.

Did i did anything wrong? Or him? Confusing. But at least the tag i had entered, brought joy. Shooting and shooting. One said is helping me to correct my mistake. It is true? I don't know. Others, all support me. Having a great and tremendous fighting word. Wow. But is it too over? Depends. Of course, anyone are welcome to drop any types of comments. Thanks to all for had supporting me.

There will be going to be the night of fire.

Morality of war.

I online directly after waken up. My friend ask me to check my comment in my first post. Comment? I also don't know the appearance of comment there. Nevermind, just check ahead. Wow, really got a comment. Erm, i will not mention it here. Maybe what he say is truth? I just ignore it, don't care it much, as long as others and me understand the content. I mean my post.

I am very happy actually, with a several of suppoters. such as ''passerby1 and 2'', ''anti-knv'', and others. Looks like a war. Morality of war? Haha.

But things over then over already. (Oh yea, i use a translate word again!) So i don't put it in my mind at all!

Don't worry , be happy!

Well done.

Today wake up at 11:30am. If not mistaken is waken by my housemate - Chen. Three more hours will be the moral test. Boring. Wake up also boring. That's why i start reading the moral notes. Actually no mood to read it at all. Moral is just too boring. Some of them are difficult to understand too. Well, buy a bread from Chen. To prevent gastric. Then my classmate, Ken called me for lunch. After lunch go exam directly.

Wah! The essay question is just too... difficult? I don't know. Cause look like many came out from exam venue very fast. Means before the finish time. While i am suffering with the question because i not sure about the way to answer the question. Am i answer the question correctly? Who cares. I just need a ''pass'' . I more anxious for the physic test .

Chen had a great day today. This is the first time he went out dating with his ''Star'' alone. Really for the first time since start dating. They went to Mahkota Parade , if not wrong. Then end up at around 9pm when i saw him back to home. He bring back a black plastic. What will it be? Wow! Is a FIFA 08 for computer! Not bad at least he still remember us. Thanks for the game. Although the game is not that great as i espected. Or am i predict too early? Well, just want to congratulation to him for what he had done today. He must be very happy today with his ''star''. Well done.

Second time , in deep.

This is the 2nd blog i have. The previous also with blogspot. But since i had forget the password, i can't log in, then create a new one. And the previous one can say is quite empty, Because i never play with it that time. After enter MMU, seems like all friends have blog. Sometimes i think, is it blog really so fun to have? I not sure. But i like to views other blog. Mayb this had made me begin to have the interest to create a blog. That's why i am here.

Well, i am just a beginner here. Hope anyone who view will have ''fun'' here. Try my best, to create a own style blog. Of course you are free to leave any comments here. See ya!